For years I've fantasized about having oral with a guy. I'm not sure exactly when or how it began, but I think it had something to do with looking at hardcore porn and gradually realizing that the sight of a hard cock turned me on just as much as the naked women. Since then, the urge to feel a hot cock in my mouth has only grown stronger. Don't get me wrong, I love women, and a sexy female body easily gets me hard. But there's nothing like the sight of a nice hard cock. My fantasies have since grown wilder, including fucking other guys (not getting fucked), having sex with several men at a time, getting covered in cum, and many other wild, kinky, and usually submissive fantasies.
For a long time I experienced 'post-orgasmic guilt', a term I use to
describe how I often felt after masterbating to one of these fantasies.
Not quite shame, but close. I'd say it was a desire to be straight and
not have these fantasies. This, along with the fact that I lived at
home and did not have much independance, prevented me from fullfilling
these fantasies. That, and the fact that I didn't know any gay or
bisexual men to fullfill them with. But gradually I became more
accepting of my bisexual fantasies, and being in college, I had more
independance. I recently decided to start looking on a 'cruising' site
for str8 and bi men. After a long and hard search for 5 days, I finally
was contacted by a guy, we didnt even exchange photos or nothing and I
was really weird about that considering, i didnt want any guy! I wanted
someone HOT! Finally, one day, it happened. After about 5 total e-mails
back and forth, we agree to meet at a nearby park. We told each other
our vehicle types, and decided that if we didnt like each other, we
would say we werent interested and leave. When the time came, I
remember being a bit nervous and very excited as I walked from my room
to my car. During the drive, I tried to focus on the road instead of
the possibilities swirling in my head. I wondered if I would actually
go through with it and whether it would be as much fun as I had
imagined or if I would be disappointed. I recognized his car from his
description. I also noticed him inside it. So as I originally planned,
I was going to pull up aside him, and not far away, just in case, but I
couldnt becuase the lot was packed. I jumped out of my car with
excitement, and nervousness. I walked over to his car, as this
non-smoker smoked on a Black-&-Mild to calm his nerves. we Talked
for a minute and he asked me if I was still interested. I said "Yeah,
Definatly," as he hopped out to get into my car. I thought this was
more interesting than anything, becuase it wasnt just gonna be a
hook-up thing we were going to get to talk for a minute on the way to
my place. We actually ended up driving around for at least 35 minutes
waiting for my place to be clear, no parents, no brothers. We finally
get into my room, and I shut the door behind me. Scared as hell, i
didnt even try anything, and to be honest I didnt have the slightest
boner. I got on my computer for a second so he could show me some good
personals sites. Before you know it he says: "so you wanna do this
now... or?" My eyes lit up! Nervously, I standed up and we started to
take off each others belts. My cock came out first, becuase I couldnt
seem to get his undone as easy. After anxiously tugging for a minute,
he helped me get his out. At Last, I was finally caressing a sexy ass
cock! We stood there for about 2 minutes just holding each others
cocks. Then, I suggested 69 on my bed. We assumed the position on our
sides, becuase were both 6'0'' 190lbs. As fun as I thought it would be,
it was kinda uncomfortable, but i continued for a little bit, and just
soaked up how good it felt to finally fulfill this fantasy. He then
began to blow me, on his own, and told me I could cum in his mouth.
Long story short: he blew me until, I blew a monster, first-time type
orgasm in his mouth. I felt kinda bad for him. Even as, I started to
feel guilty post-orgasm, I still made sure he got off. I sucked his
cock for a little bit, and played with his balls, enjoying that nice
red mushroom head. Once he was about to cum, He suggested cumming on my
chest, and I wasnt in opposition. I seen his cock start to pulsate as
he was jerking it to oblivian. He was a splurger not a shooter, and a
thick splurger! It came out, and I cannot stress enough how excited it
made me all the sudden. Im sorry, but cum is sexy, from a guy or a
girl. We sat there and laid next to each other looking up, with sweat
all over us. As we relaxed for a minute, we just started talking about
random things unrelated to sex. Then out of nowhere, he says "you got
any lube?" I respond with a very quick "Hell Ya!" I grab my lube, give
it to him,
and he pulls my penis back out of my boxers. Hes like you ready for me
to jerk you off? So of course, he starts, and wow is it amazing. He
jerks me off for like 5 minutes as hes rubbing under my balls, and by
my ass. Boom, before you know it, I shot a load like you wouldnt
believe! All over my chest was a puddle of cum that I was holding as he
grabbed a towel. We both get up and if I remember correctly, he
suggested taking a shower. So I grab a clean towel, we get totally
naked and go get in the shower. I wash as usual and he does the same.
Then once we were all done with the cleaning part, we just turned
torwards eachother and started holding our cocks together and making
them touch. Anyways, we get out, get dressed, and ready to leave. We
both agreed that we would stay in touch, and that we had a great time.
We definatly hooked up again, and numerous times after that. This story
is 100% true, and was the first time I really hooked up with a man.
Hopefully wont be my last guy hook-up. Until then ill be fucking my
girlfriend, keeping it secret, living my straight lifestyle. If it
helps you people out reading this, were both hot, masculine guys in our
20's. Im not post examining this. Any errors, misspellings, or
structural confusions are not my fault... I just felt like writing
this, becuase I had some free time to kill, and I just had to get it
out of me on paper.
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