I met someone wonderful on the internet last summer. We were very good friends from the first night. Eventually this grew into something stronger, and now we're not only best friends, but we love each other deeply. Someday we plan to be together. Right now about 1500 miles keeps us apart.
The last couple of months we have spent several hundred dollars apiece on the phone with each other. We still talk on irc, but its just not the same. One of the things we share with each other is masturbaton. Yes, its phonesex, but when its all you have, its still very emotional for us.
I'll tell you about how it got started....
One night when we were talking on the phone we were telling each other
how we felt about each other, and how badly we wished we were together,
and how much we wanted each other. One thing led to another and I was
terribly turned on. I told him I had to go (I wanted to masturbate so
bad I couldn't wait any longer). He asked why because it was so sudden.
I just said I just needed to go. Finally he pried it out of me that I
needed to go because if I stayed any longer I was going to cum right
there over the phone, and I didn't want to do that. He said,
"Ohhhh...so you've been playing??" I said, "Yes, just a little." He
asked me how long and I told him almost the whole conversation, and
that I do that almost every time we talk, but this time was different,
more intense, and I couldn't help myself. He wouldn't let me off the
phone, and I guess in a way I wanted him to hear how much he turned me
on. Within seconds, I had an orgasm, and he heard me. We talked about
it, my regrets, and he said it didn't bother him a bit. I guess I was
worried that it would make what we had cheaper somehow, like that's all
im thinking about. Anyway, after that, he would ask me if I was playing
whenever we were on the phone together, and sometimes I would say yes.
One time he said, "Guess what? I am too." I nearly died that turned me
on so much. Anyway, that's how it all started. And now, we have no sex
life together, because we are so far apart, but we do have a very
active sex life on the phone. It has brought us so much closer. And is
giving us a chance to get to know each other better in that way, so
that whenever we do get together finally, we will know exactly what we
want and need, and its going to be fabulous! Now I want to tell you
about a special little gift he sent me one time. We mail things back
and forth to each other all the time. In one of these boxes was a
cassette tape. I received this particular box on a Friday. I was on my
way out of town for the weekend to visit relatives in another city. I
had just arrived home from work and checked my mail and it said I had a
package at the post office waiting for pickup. I knew it was from him
and I couldn't wait to see what was in it. He told me he would send me
some clothes he wore so I could see what he smelled like...mmmmmm :) I
rushed to the post office to get the package and opened it right when I
got home. I put the shirt up to my face and inhaled deeply. Oh God this
was heaven! I could close my eyes and imagine being with him. Anyway,
the tape was in there so I put it in the stereo. It was a recording he
made about a week prior, he had the recorder going while we were on the
phone that night, and he recorded his side of the conversation. I could
hear his breathing, I could hear him telling me what he wanted to do to
me, I could hear him saying I love you, and how much he needed me and
wanted me. To hear him moan and know what he was doing was an
incredible turnon! I stood in front of the stereo in a trance,
listening to the one I love masturbate to me. It was so sexy! I
recognized every word, and knew what I was doing as he had said these
things to me a few days before. I wanted to masturbate so badly but my
ride was going to be there any minute. I had to turn off the tape when
they pulled up and leave it behind. I was so wet. I spent the whole
weekend thinking about that tape, and the incredible way that he
smelled. Needless to say, the very moment I got home on Sunday, I went
straight for the tape, put on his clothes and lay down on the floor in
front of the stereo. I even put on the headphones because they have
better sound and I wanted to focus and really hear every little sound.
It was sooooo good. I could hear every breath he took, every groan,
every gasp, every movement he made even made a sound. He said my name
over and over again, he said, "This is all for you." One time I had to
put the phone down for a few seconds, and was away where I couldn't
hear him. He knew he was recording, even though I didn't know, and he
knew I would hear this later so he told me some really
sweet things on the tape while I was away. I never even knew till the
tape. Thinking about it the entire weekend only made my orgasm that
much more intense. I waited and timed it with his, after all, I already
knew when that would be becuase I had heard it all before :) So anyway,
there I was, lying on the floor with the headphones on, his clothes on,
drenched with him in every sense except touch and taste. So I had to
make up for those two myself. I touched and I tasted, of course
imagining it was him. I closed my eyes, heard his breathing quicken,
and I ran my finger inside my wet lips and over my clit till I was
shuddering with the most intense orgasm I have had in ages, just in
time to hear him tell me, "I'm gonna cum," then actually hear him do
it. That tape has made me feel so close to him, even when I can't be. I
have an orgasm to his tape often, just like that, totally focused, and
I love it! He did and said some really special things to me on that
tape. And I will always treasure it as the sexiest thing anyone has
ever done for me. I miss him very much since we can't be together yet.
But with this tape, I can be with him whenever I need to, sort of. And
one day, we can do all the things he said, for real. For anyone who
thinks that phonesex is bad....think of it this way: If you are going
to masturbate, and all of us do, wouldn't you rather share the
experience with someone else? Hearing someone you care deeply about
tell you how much they love you and how much they want you while ur
masturbating makes it sooooo much better! And, it makes it feel better
physically, because just the sound of someones breath is sexy, even if
you aren't comfortable talking dirty like that. And just the thought
that they are doing what they are doing is a turnon. This way, we can
have an orgasm together while focusing on each other, just like real
sex, sort of. But sometimes its raunchy and naughty, and that's alright
too. The imagination is a wonderful thing. Use it. For him: You know
who you are, and I love you very very much. Thank you for making me
feel so good, and giving me a little piece of you to have as my very
own. And thank you for trying to make it so special for me, I know you
made that because you know how much it turns me on. It's the next best
thing to being there with you. You are the sexiest man I have ever
known in my life, and you make me feel incredible.
by Julie
The Masturbation page
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