It's good to know there are others out there who want to tell their stories. Here's one I think might get a RISE out of a few readers:
I've had a couple of experiences involving male friends, but those stories are for later telling. The story I have in mind for tonight involves a wish unfullfilled.
Several years ago I lived in a small 2 bedroom apartment with my best friend, Todd. Neither of us had girlfriends, and (of course) had the easy habit of walking around in our underwear. As I said before, I'd explored the "dark" side of my sexuality before.... but never with anyone I found particularly attractive. Something about Todd made me look at him even when I wasn't horny. I think I just appreciated his shape.
Whenever he walked in front of me wearing his underwear.... if I was
sitting down, I had to sneak a glance at his bulge. I still wonder how
often, and in what way he masturbates.
Back then I was in the habit of watching porno movies on a
regular basis. The chair I sat in to watch them was smack in the middle
of the room, in direct view of the hallway which led to our bedrooms.
With no lights on in the living room, the hallway was pitch black from
about three feet in, all the way down. I would sit there, watching all
the dick sucking, and pussy licking..... the out-and-out fucking......
and everything in-between. The whole time stroking my dick through the
fabric of my sweatpants. The more turned on I got, the more I thought
about the fact that Todd could be watching me from the shadows. I would
turn myself in the chair so I was more directly facing the hallway, and
I'd give him a show. I'd pull my sweats tight against my dick with one
hand while I stroked it with the other. I'd slowly slide the waistband
down pulling it tight so it slid down every inch of my cock until I had
it, and my balls in plain view. By this time, I would be so hard, and
so hot I wasn't even watching the movie anymore. My eyes were either
riveted to my cock, or to the hallway, looking for a sign of movement.
I've always hoped that at least once he kneeled there, stroking his
dick as I did mine. Watching as I dropped to my knees and delivered my
load. Once, I even took it so far as to go into his room. I wore
nothing but a t-shirt and a raging hard-on. I walked past him sleeping
in his bed and into his bathroom, where I turned on the light. I stood
there at the medicine cabinet, pretending to look for something . If he
looked at me, I was in profile to him, naked from the waist down, and
obviously excited. I so wanted to go to him and slide the covers back,
just to see if he was hard.... but I didn't. I still think about a
mutual jack-off session. Sometimes it's what I think about when I
masturbate. To take it any farther than that, I think might endanger
our friendship..... but I'd love to see him stroke-it. We haven't lived
together for several years and are both now happily married.... and
hundreds of miles apart. I wonder if he ever thought the same thing? I
bet he did. I consider myself to be heterosexual by the way. I think
that INTEREST in the sexuality of members of your own sex is completely
natural, especially if the person holds a place in your heart. I can
honestly say that I've never been interested in seeing a man sexually
who I didn't know very well. Okay.... Peter North, but.......... who
hasn't? In closing..... I still wish it had happened. I still think it
MIGHT(god, I'd love to watch him blow his wad)........ but if it
doesn't? I can live with the fantasy. To those of you out there in a
situation similar to the one I was in. Keep your ears open. As you can
see from reading these pages, there are a lot of guys who are curious
and turned on by other guys for one reason or another.... check it
out.... if you think it's a go, GO FOR IT. If it works, post your
stories here for us to read. If it doesn't, you read the situation
wrong, so don't blame me. All I know is that I think that if I'd paid
more attention I probably woulda gotten what I wanted.
by Brewmeister
The Masturbation page
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